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Name: Ze Paper
Interests: eating breakfast at midnight. scrambled please. saying yo mama, like and whatever. calling everyone fat, stupid and/or short.
Expertise: ze paper pushing
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Member Since:
1/1/2005
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| annoyed. really really annoyed.
at the inconsideration. the carelessness. and the ease of how you hurt me.
and you realize you're doing it. but you just shrug your shoulders and go oh well.
oh well.
i dont want your sorrys. i want change. change from that little kid who refuses to change because that's just who he is.
this is a relationship here. ive seen your point of view, so ive never
said anything about what you can or cannot do. try seeing mine, and
have a little empathy.
and logic. that no, im not being the irrational one here.
you are.
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| pretty annoyed..
all this is getting old aka boring.
what to do. what to do.
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| i have faith.
and yet im careless at the same time.
i never knew those two words could be synonymous. but they are.
try your best. and even if it is not THE best. at least you tried.
and i thank you for that.
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| it's time for me to get healthy.
socially. mentally. emotionally.
too bad im a fatass who likes to sleep half the time, and the other
half i like to pick at old scabs and hear myself go OUCH. let's do it
again
damn. time to go against the grain. my own grain.
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| im walking along the railroad edge just like i did as a kid. arms out,
i resemble a flying chicken. i desperately dont want to fall off,
and it's unsure which way ill go.
i miss college. when im here. i miss home when im there. it's a classic case of the grass is greener on the other side.
i feel sorry for people who feel like they have to choose. im so grateful nobody asks me to make that choice.
i tend not to analyze friendships, relationships like that too much.
because any time given, any amount of effort put in is a gift. a
gift on my part. a gift on their part.
i still feel fascinated by her. but ill try to stay away. for my
happiness. among others. these voyeuristic tendencies have got to stop.
it's more than i thought could ever happen.
baby. im starting to adore you like
nothing else... any attempts on my part to be a better. person. gives
thanks to you as the catalyst.
18 years. and this is what i was waiting for. take the mask off
cinderella. take off your glass slippers that pinch and restrict. the
castle is yours.
the prince is waiting for you inside. waiting for you to rescue each other.
honey, im home.
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